Dangerous is this feeling! I missing her... Why? We barely met one another... But still I missing her. And this way I'm feeling is dangerous. I don't need this now. I don't need this emptyness, this tears for someone who's not here, this care for somebody that doesn't notes me! But still...
A friend told me that these things are impossible to control. "These heart stuff are unpredictable", he said. Why? It would be perfect to have just a little bit of control, just a slice of self-protection against these passions, desires and... LOVE. Now I'm here crying like a baby, openning my heart to complete strangers and 'stalkers', telling that maybe I might be in... NO!
It would be much more easy with I could choose some of the girls who loves me?! Why can't I? Why I'm thinking now about a woman who's miles away? Oh, by heavens! I'll try to kill this feeling. YES! I won't give it to much attention, just ignore it. That's it! Ignore... Just ignore... Cause if I give her my heart she'll surely... NO! I got to be strong. I won't lower the guard. None else will enter this gates. Nobody else will put me down again. No woman in this earth will make fool of me once again!
Dangerous is this feeling!!!
